There’s no turning back
The love potion incident ended safely. After overcoming many difficulties, Mitina was able to safely return to her peaceful daily life.
It seemed like that.
But the most unbelievable thing was that Kyelse seemed to have retained her memories from the time the love potion was in effect. That meant that she also remembered the time when she had humiliatingly exposed her affections to a girl she didn’t even like.
“You look pale. Are you okay?”
“Don’t worry about it…”
“yes……?”
Mitina, who was working with a pale face, replied that it was nothing to Zeffen’s concern.
In the morning, Kyelse had returned to work without saying anything in particular. However, the fact that she hadn’t said anything made me even more worried.
I had expected her to show more anger and yell at me for embarrassing myself. That was the extent of my expectation. It made me wonder what Kyelse was thinking.
(The mission was a failure…? No, my role was to be hated, so it was a success…?)
Although she was still thinking about the mission, Mitina felt a different kind of unease.
She had put a love potion in his drink. How would Kyelse take that fact? Normally, there was no way she would be happy about it.
Even if he had explained that he had actually intended to give Kyelse a dislike potion, it wouldn’t have changed anything. The moment he tried to do something about Kyelse using a magic potion, it was only natural that he would be abandoned.
(…Maybe this time I’ve been despised…)
In Mitina’s eyes, Kyelse’s obsessive-compulsive disorder no longer seemed like a problem. That’s why she was happy with anything as long as she could distance herself from him so that he could be united with his beloved Istaria. No matter how much he hated her at this point, it wouldn’t interfere with her mission.
Mitina herself thought that was the case.
(Returning to the mansion is depressing…)
If he returned to the mansion, Kyelse would surely yell at him to get out, or she would be in the middle of packing her things if she left. But that didn’t bother him, and he thought that it was necessary to get the reward for the mission.
When I imagine this, I strangely begin to long for the ordinary days I had up until now.
While being scolded, my body is washed like a dog, I stuff my face with the home-cooked food that has now completely taken over her stomach, and my skin and nails are carefully cared for as if they were treasures, and then we fall asleep together in a soft bed.
Surprisingly, she had come to realize that she actually enjoyed living with him, Mitina muttered to herself.
(I regret that I never made him drink the magic potion if it was going to end up like this… Kyelse was right, I’m a complete idiot, I’m stupid…)
She had completely forgotten about Istaria’s misunderstanding and went about her work as if her mind was elsewhere.
Still unable to make up his mind to go home, it was late at night and he reluctantly returned to the mansion with an unpleasant feeling of tension.
“I’m back now…”
Saying this weakly, Mitina went to finish her bath, feeling hungry. She was sure that Kyelse would not come out, she thought.
but.
“Hey”
“Hi.”
“I told you before to let me know in advance if you’re going to be late.”
Kyelse, who had apparently come out of the living room, said this in her usual manner. If you were to say he was nervous at that, he narrowed his eyes a little, walked over to Mitina and took her hand.
“I’m going to take a bath.”
“Huh?”
“Why are you so surprised? Even though your obsession with cleanliness has gotten a little better, I still won’t allow you to wander around the mansion covered in the filth of the outside world.”
Kyelse took Mitina to the bathroom, and Mitina was urged to take off her clothes. However, she found a faint kiss mark on her chest, and she involuntarily froze.
(Oh no…)
Even though she hastily tried to hide it, Kyelse pulled her clothes in as if to tell her to quickly take them off. Then, seeing the marks she had made, her cheeks turned a little red.
“K, Kyelse, this is…”
“…It’s fine, just take it off quickly.”
“Ah, yes…”
Without even a chance to explain herself, she stripped naked while averting her eyes from him as he similarly took off his clothes. Then she stepped into the bathroom and began her usual bathing routine.
Even though the love potion incident had happened, Kyelse still touched her gently. Mitina was confused by him washing her hair and body so carefully that it almost tickled her, and she became restless.
“Yesterday’s.”
“Y-Yes.”
“Did you handle it properly?”
Saying this, his hand gently stroked my lower abdomen. He caressed the private parts that he had so fondled last night, bringing a faint sensation of pleasure.
“Of course, it’s Ron.”
“Hmmm…”
Mitina snorted softly at her awkward response, and he continued to wash the area clean in silence. However, before she knew it, his skin was pressed tightly against her back, and his mouth was close to her ear, letting out hot sighs.
“debt,……”
“Hmmm.”
Lips lightly touched her ear, causing Mitina to react sensitively. Seeing this, Kyelse narrowed her eyes and laughed softly.
“You’re really sensitive in every way.”
“Please don’t talk in my ear, I don’t want that…”
“Why? …You’re so excited.”
He whispered in a sighing voice, then he bit her ear sweetly. Then he scooped up the love juices that had started to overflow with his fingers, and showed her how they formed strings.
“You were just washing yourself, why are you so wet?”
“That’s because Kyelse-dono will be touching it.”
“You get turned on just by touching me? Quite…”
Just as she was preparing herself for him to tease her again, his fingers slid in. As he continued to tease her insides, she gasped softly, and he kissed her ear, which had turned red, and said in a sweet voice,
“What a cute, adorable body.”
“Hmmm.”
“Mitina”
She forced him to look up and saw his handsome face, cheeks as red as hers, his eyes were filled with lust, and he seemed to be begging her, wanting her right now.
“You want to do it with me, don’t you?”
“Eh…”
That’s strange. That’s what Mitina thought in her confused head.
The effects of the love potion should have worn off long ago. And yet, Kyelse’s expression was almost the same as when she had drunk the potion.
His voice was sweet, his gaze was passionate, and his hand was longingly touching Mitina. The touch made her heart pound again.
(This is just like――)
But at that exact moment, Mitina’s stomach started growling.
The sad sound ruined the good mood, and Kyelse’s expression turned grim. Then she pulled her fingers out of her, and poured hot water over them.
“It seems what you need now is food. Come in, I’ll reheat your food.”
“Eh? No, it’s fine. It’s delicious even when it’s cold.”
“No. It tastes better warm.”
She was surprised at how kind Kyelse had been to her. To begin with, she was surprised that she had even prepared dinner for him.
Perhaps Kyelse wasn’t angry about being drugged with a love potion. With this question in her mind, she got out of the bath.
When she took a bite of the reheated food, it tasted even better than usual, perhaps because she was hungry. Perhaps because she had resigned herself to never being able to eat it again, she ate it hungrily with shining eyes. As he watched her, he gave a small smile.
“You don’t have to be in such a hurry to eat, my food won’t run away.”
“Oh, sorry.”
“Chew well and enjoy the taste. I, I made this for you, after all.”
“Yes…huh?”
Hearing those unexpected words, Mitina was stunned and looked towards Kyelse, who was sitting in front of her. He blushed again at her gaze, but as usual, he didn’t look away and instead stared back at her as if he was trying to convey something.
Something was clearly wrong. Mitina thought so and timidly opened her mouth to say something.
“Kyelse-dono… are you not angry that I put the love potion in you?”
“Why did you think that?”
“No, because…”
In the first place, no one likes being given medicine without their consent. If it was poison, their life would be in danger. That alone would be a betrayal that could easily destroy any trust that had been built up up until that point.
Even if it wasn’t poison, Mitina had used a love potion. Having someone plant their feelings in her without her permission, and then openly expressing those feelings towards Mitina in a way that was uncharacteristic of them, there was no way Kyelse would tolerate such humiliating treatment.
(But Vita said… what was it, it’s hard to instill emotions… huh?)
I had been in a hurry at the time, so I barely took in what Vite had been babbling about about the effects of the medicine. But somehow I remembered that one sentence.
That means… Just as I was about to think about it, Kyelse’s words reached my ears again.
“Think carefully.”
“Huh?”
“Why don’t I look angry? Try and think hard with your inadequate brain and come up with an answer.”
When I looked at Kyelse with that expression, thinking, “You’re telling me to think about it,” he frowned in dissatisfaction. Then he muttered the same thing he did when he drank the love potion.
“Why are you so slow? Just hurry up and eat. Eating this late is bad for your health.”
“Y-Yes.”
As she did as she was told and brought the food to her mouth, Mitina thought.
Thinking about why he didn’t seem angry, Kyelse might not really be angry. If that was the case, then being drugged with a love potion was not something worth getting angry about.
(It went beyond anger, it felt like I was being despised…? But I was allowed to take a bath as usual, and they even went out of their way to prepare a meal for me…)
Mitina was completely perplexed by Kyelse who was treating her as carefully as usual, or even more so. All sorts of completely off-base thoughts came to her mind, such as maybe there was some ulterior motive behind it, or maybe the food was actually intended to be revenge.
Without coming to a conclusion, they finished their meal and she began to prepare for bed. Mitina felt uneasy about sleeping with Kyelse, so she quietly made her way to her room early, but.
“Where are you going?”
“Wait a second… I have an upset stomach so I’m going to the bathroom. Kyelse-dono, please go to bed first.”
“I’ll fix it.”
“Ummm…”
Come to think of it, this person is extremely strong against things other than poison and curses, Mitina thought, her head hanging. Of course, she didn’t want him to use it for that, but stomach aches should be easy to cure with secret arts.
“You’re telling me you still don’t want to sleep with me?”
“I never said anything about wanting to sleep with you in the first place… but it’s especially awkward today, isn’t it?”
“I’m not uncomfortable. So sleep next to me tonight.”
“How tyrannical.”
Kyelse, not giving any room for argument, gently took hold of Mitina’s hand. While she was confused by the way he was treating her so carefully, as if she were something fragile, he led her by the hand all the way to his room.
The sound of the door slamming shut sounded strangely loud at the time. Surprised by it, before my eyes could even get used to the dim light of the room, Kyelse, who was standing behind me, gently pulled me into an embrace.
“Kyelse-san――”
“…Have you found the answer to that question earlier?”
“Eh… No, not yet.”
He sighed deeply in response, then took Mitina’s hand again and led her over to the large, soft bed.
Suddenly, Mitina had a thought.
Up until now, she hadn’t thought about it at all when she’d entered Kyelse’s bedroom, climbed into his bed, and slept next to him. Sometimes, she’d even pressed her body against his as a form of training to cure her obsessive-compulsive disorder.
But if you think about it carefully, it’s almost like.
“Are you sleepy yet?”
“home……”
Even when he got onto the bed, Kyelse’s hand was still connected with his. Their fingers were intertwined, holding her hand tightly, not seeming like it would come apart easily.
“Then.”
Mitina, who had somehow turned her face away from Kyelse, was surprised by the words she heard right next to her ear. Then, as if she had felt his hand touch her cheek, he fell on her with a seductive kiss.
It had been a little awkward at first, but when had our kisses become so passionate? And when was the first time we kissed?
“Let’s meet again tonight.”
“You did it yesterday, didn’t you?”
“How can you count something like that? Let me try again.”
“Do it again…?”
Apart from the fact that the love potion had taken effect, there shouldn’t have been anything particularly strange about what they did yesterday. Just as he was thinking that, Kyelse’s hands began to caress her body longingly over her nightgown.
He touched her in the same passionate way as last night, and Mitina felt her heart skip a beat. She turned to look at him and found their lips pressed together again, and he licked her hungrily.
“P-practice, right?”
She asked, pretending not to notice the sound of her heart beating faster and faster. She wanted to be sure that the sweet kisses and the loving caresses were all intended to cure her obsessive-compulsive disorder.
Hearing that question, Kyelse frowned seductively. Then he bit into her lips, rubbing his already excited self against her lower abdomen.
“Hmm.”
His tongue entered her mouth as if to pry it open, and then it was sucked and licked longingly, and the movement of his hips pressing against his penis also became more heated.
Mitina was simply stunned by the way he touched her, which could be interpreted as him wanting to commit her quickly. As this happened, her clothes were torn open, and her body, sensing the atmosphere of lovemaking, revealed her excitement just as Kyelse had trained her to do.
“…Do you still think that I’m holding you during practice?”
The thread of saliva vividly connected the tips of their tongues dangled. With the expression of a man in love, just like when he had drunk a love potion, Kyelse spoke in a sweet, whispering voice.
“Do you really understand what this is? Tell me.”
“it is”
The act of touching each other’s excited bodies, mating deeply with the male and female, and pouring his seed into the female’s womb. This was originally the act of a man and a woman who wanted to have a child.
“To have children.”
“That’s right.”
“But, Kyelse and I――”
“Nothing’s different.”
He frowned again in a sulky mood and told her to be persuasive.
“At least I don’t think so.”
“……picture”
“I’m holding you so that you can give birth to my child.”
“Well, is the love potion still in effect…? Vita must have picked the wrong neutralizer again…”
He looks frustrated at Mitina’s misguided thinking once again. For him, who had expressed his affection for her many times up until now, this reaction was extremely painful.
「Me! There’s no way I’d be influenced by such a cheap love potion! I, it’s true, I didn’t realize that the truth serum was working until I took the neutralizing agent…」
“picture?”
“The magic potion you gave him didn’t work properly! Do you understand what that means?”
Mitina stared blankly at Kyelse.
The magic potion had no effect. That is to say, Kyelse was in almost her original state when the magic potion was poured into her.
“but”
“But it’s not that! Why are you so dumb, why don’t you understand my feelings!”
“S-sorry…”
Seeing her look confused and apologizing, he could no longer bear it and roughly removed her nightgown. Then he caressed her wet secret place erotically, exposing his aroused body and saying,
“This time, I’ll make you understand… what I’m thinking as I hold you.”
The hot thing rubbed against her private parts. This was already the first time this had happened, but Mitina’s mind was more confused than ever.
“Mitina…”
The dulcet voice was the same as the one he’d heard last night, as he spoke his lover’s name with heat, lust, and a deep longing that anyone could hear.
“I love you more than anyone else.”
This time it wasn’t the drugs’ fault.
That day, Mitina finally realized that she had no choice but to accept his feelings.
He called my name lovingly so many times, he poured out his feelings to me in sweet words so many times, and then deep inside I was showered with love and pleasure, and finally…
The worries she had had when she wondered whether or not to return to the mansion had been unfounded. Kyelse was looking at her just as before, touching her gently, and Mitina certainly felt a deep sense of relief as she was held in his arms.
But there’s more to it than that.
Until now, I had mistakenly thought that Kyelse had a crush on someone else.
All this time, I’ve stayed by his side just to get rewards.
Once Mitina realized this, it took a large part of her heart.
–WelcomepictureI’ll wait here until you come
It was the same confusion I had felt when I was left behind in the snow-covered forest, lost and without a place to return to.
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