I feel relieved when you tell me it’s okay
I’ve seen several girls say things like, “If they have a boyfriend who is popular with the guys, they’ll have endless worries” or “They’ll get anxious easily.”
This is especially true if the other person is a really cool celebrity.
To be honest, I thought those worries would never end.
My worries turned out to be unfounded because Norihiro told me with his whole body that he loved me so much that there was no room for doubt.
Norihiro comes to see me so often that I don’t have time to worry, and he always goes out of his way to make sure I don’t feel anxious.
I’m going to Kyoto for filming so we won’t be able to meet for about three days, but I’ll be in contact every day.
I’m going to be in a movie soon that has a kissing scene, but I’d really prefer you not to see it.
I think they are probably trying to nip in the bud any factors that might make me anxious.
That’s why I was a little surprised at what he would say with such an anxious look on his face.
“Um, don’t you ever think about wanting to go on a normal date or anything like that?”
“……burst?”
I couldn’t help but reply in a silly way to the unexpected words.
I couldn’t help but wonder what he was saying now.
Even I know that it’s best to avoid going out together.
It’s been almost a month since we started dating, but we’ve never gone out together.
He usually contacts me in advance and asks, “Can I come around x o’clock?”, and after I reply, Norihiro comes to my house at the appointed time.
He probably uses most of his free days to meet with me, and on average we meet about three times a week.
This is probably a sufficient frequency of meetings for a working couple who do not live together.
We cook meals together, watch movies, play games, and, well, kiss.
Although we only do things that we can do at home, we never get bored and I think we’re spending time like a couple.
“Even now, I’m having a lot of fun.”
“Yeah, I know you’re having fun.”
But even so, he continued, his forehead lightly tapping against mine.
I’ve gotten used to it now, but he still seems so close to me.
“I feel like I haven’t been able to take you to the places you said you wanted to go.”
“…Did I say something?”
“I haven’t been told that directly, but I often retweet things like, ‘I’m interested in this store.’”
“Huh? Ah, well, are you still watching?”
“The door wasn’t locked so I thought he was showing me. I thought he was asking if he wanted to go to a place like this.”
“I wouldn’t say it in such a sarcastic way!”
“Yeah, I know that, but…”
I took a deep breath and felt myself being hugged lightly from the front.
What on earth is he feeling down about? The way he buries his face in my neck makes me feel like I’m being spoiled.
“You went out with your friends yesterday.”
“…It didn’t work?”
“No, I’m glad you had a good time. However, I can’t immediately join in on something like that, so I thought it would be unpleasant if you eventually found another guy who wanted to go with you.”
When you make eye contact, you are looking at someone from below, so you naturally look up.
When it happens to a face that I love, it’s so devastating that it makes my heart ache.
Basically, Norihiro is always the one with the time and energy, and I, who have little experience, am always at his mercy.
However, recently he has been making this face a little more often, and sometimes he looks incredibly cute.
If my heart is being crushed like this, then maybe I’m the one being toyed with in the end. But that’s ok.
If there’s anything I can do, I’ll be happy.
“That won’t really happen. I think that from now on, Norihiro will be the only man I want to be with.”
Before I could finish my sentence, Norihiro narrowed his eyes in delight and covered my lips.
Our lips touched several times, changing the angle, and finally Norihiro lightly licked my lower lip before pulling away.
“Um, well…”
“I’m so happy I want to touch it right away. It’s so cute…”
“Ah, mmm….ah,”
Unable to escape, he captures her lips again, this time deeper as usual.
A whiny voice came out without my permission, and the atmosphere gradually became sweeter.
“Hey, are you sure you’ll only love me from now on?”
“Yeah……”
“That’s good, I’m glad. It’s reassuring to hear you say that.”
His molten eyes fixed on me and moved.
As I was eating again while breathing, the oxygen gradually stopped circulating and I felt numb and dizzy, as if my head was numb.
I thought in my carefree mind that having the touch of someone I love is like a drug.
I’m so happy I was able to get him to say it.
That line must just be in my imagination.