Shall we have a secret conversation? [Kihiro’s point of view]
I wanted to give her a reason to stay by my side, even if I had to force it, so that she wouldn’t be able to run away.
Even if you force them, it will be all for nothing if they end up disliking you for it.
I prepared a place where she wouldn’t be disturbed, gave her some sleeping pills, and while she was sleeping blissfully, I came deep inside her over and over again without using a condom.
Of course I’d get pregnant.
I was pouring my milk into her every day, hoping that I would have a child soon.
(…Ah, finally)
Monitoring app activity history.
When I saw the record of her taking time off work to visit the gynecologist, I was so happy that my cheeks relaxed.
Once she tells me, we’ll move forward with the marriage talks and make arrangements for us to live together as soon as possible.
…Or so I thought.
He wouldn’t talk to me at all, so I thought maybe he would tell me if I met him in person, but all he said was, “I want to break up.”
I don’t think it’s his true feelings, and I know it’s the result of a lot of thought and worry.
But I wonder why I didn’t realize that I shouldn’t say that.
Just thinking that you have the choice to do that makes me angry.
“Don’t mess with me.”
Sure, what I did to you wasn’t something to be praised, but do I really seem that dishonest to you?
I don’t mind and I’m happy.
Why am I so nervous about telling you?
If I told you that I did this because I wanted you, maybe you’d open up to me a little more.
No, that won’t work.
Maybe it was a last resort when they really wouldn’t open up.
“Tell me everything you think”
I need to find out the reason and get it explained to me by the kid himself.
Even if they give me some random false reason, I’ll just twist it around and pretend I didn’t hear it.
No matter what you say now, I have no intention of breaking up with you.