Falling in the time it takes to breathe
Just as I thought there was no point in stopping.
Before he knew it, Norihiro had rented a new apartment.
“Shopping like this makes us feel like newlyweds,” said Norihiro with a happy smile, and I was drawn to him. We just went with the flow and chose a sofa and curtains together, and even bought tableware for the two of us.
Before we knew it, the room had been equipped with furniture and appliances to the point that it would be comfortable to live in.
To be honest, this space has become more comfortable than my own room, and I now spend more than half of my week there.
I really do intend to go home and sleep at home.
Since they rented it to us as a place to spend time together, I am grateful to be able to use it as it would be a waste not to use it, but this room, which is in a perfect location for me – just a three-minute walk from the transfer station between my work and home – is not my property.
That’s why I was planning to use it as a temporary place to stay, but perhaps because it’s so comfortable, I end up falling asleep every time.
We cook dinner and eat it together, and then while we’re just cuddling, I’m overcome by sleepiness, and before I know it, it’s morning.
I’m sure that’s why Norihiro has become such a safe and comfortable presence for me when I’m around him.
The smell of the perfume you always wear, the warmth of your body as you hold me… I love everything about it, and just touching you feels good.
Being with him makes me feel comfortable, happy and light-headed.
I think it would be terrible if my girlfriend fell asleep every time we kissed or watched a movie, but Norihiro was always smiling and saying, “I’m happy just to be with you,” which is really kind of him.
I feel bad that I have to carry him from the sofa to the bed every time, but I’m happy that we wake up in the morning in the same bed, holding each other in our arms, and I feel like I’m getting deeper and deeper into this.
I feel like I’m being spoiled and turning into a useless person.
I try to work at least in the morning and cook meals, but Norihiro still bears much more of the burden.
That’s why I want to do anything I can.
It’s been a month since I started living in this room.
If you don’t mind, why don’t we try again soon?’ I nodded without hesitation as he pushed me down onto the bed.
It was like a lie that I had failed that time; the second time, which was my revenge, it felt incredibly good and there was no pain at all.
Norihiro had a really pleasurable look on his face when he came inside me, and I was so happy from the bottom of my heart that I was finally able to do more for him.
When I saw the package lying on the ground, I was even a little moved, thinking that he must have felt so good that he used three condoms in one night.
Honestly, the first time it was so painful I couldn’t bear it.
This time, being filled with it for the first time in a long time, I was able to accept it easily, and with my thawed head, I vaguely thought how strange it was that my body felt good every time it was rocked.
It’s as if it was custom made for Norihiro.